New year & new year resolutions!

New layout, for a new year and a new start.
Last year was pretty tedious year for me.
Also, it was a life changing year.
It was hard for me to be disciplined, but I still managed to do it.
Gone through many ups and downs and struggled with my overwhelming emotions over a zillion times last year.
It was truly a no-life year for me, but well, my efforts have not go down to drain.
Gladly, I managed to show some results (heehee).
I'm glad that my folks have been supporting me and of course my boyfriend who bear with all my tantrums and is still willing to love and care for me no matter how unreasonable I am.
I am truly grateful.
Without all of you, I have no idea what state I will be in right now.
Guiding me and advising me, although I might get impatient on the way, but you guys never left me alone throughout all these years.
I hope this year will be a fruitful year, as well as a year with happiness and much less trouble.

New year Resolutions

• Dye/Trim my hair regularly
• Trim my brows regularly
• Make myself a new pair of spectacle and not spoiling/losing it.
• Try my best not to lose my Blackberry
• Go to school/work punctually
• Start studying and research about SATs
• Try not to lose my temper
• Be nicer to my boyfriend
• Go to his house ( I really really have to try hard )
• Tidy my bed before going out
• Buy/feed kitty food for my cats regularly
• Shop lesser
• Stop biting my nails ( something that I've been trying for years )
• Be a dota pro.
• Tidy my closet
• Keep my room cleaaaaaaaaaaan ( Whoa, must try really hard )
• Be less dependent on boyfriend
• Meet up friends more often
• Keep daddy accompany more often
• Do not scorn at people ( But sometimes those faggots really are fucking irritating! )
• Keep my thoughts to myself ( Sometimes I will say out loud my personal thoughts.. )
• Be less whiny
• Keep up good grades
• Give myself more stress
• Don't slack or be happy-go-lucky ( I hate this kinda people )
• Read more books.

Okay, that is A lot to do. But I can do it :) Oh and one more, update my blog regularly. (heehee)

My love.

I'm doing researches on several overseas universities, but the criterias are rather demanding.
I guess it would be rather difficult to be getting into one of the more prestigous ones.
Although, Australia's a nice country and the universities offered many courses for international students, I still prefer education at UK or US.

My dear boy is rather upset these few days.
Upon seeing how excited I am about studying, he felt like he was not a part of all these.
Sweet heart, you know that's not true..
Although we can't be at the same pace.
We will still study and live together.
We will cook and stay in our cozy rented apartment.
With two laptops, we will play dota together!
Shouting and screaming, kissing and scolding.
Lying on our coaches and watch dvds together on a wide flat-screened television.
Me complaining at you to wash your own dishes and laundry, but still ending up doing all the chores for you.
Asking you to move the furnitures around for me to vacuum the floor and pestering you to remove the bug from the toilet.
Driving to the nearby restaurants to have lunch or dinner and frequent the malls together to shop.
There are so many so many things I want to do with you.
Do you?
I am so glad that we still love each other so much.
I will always be there for you.
Going through all the hardships and happiness together.
I love you sweetheart :)

Lies

How do you define lies?
"a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood."
Then what makes a liar?

It is almost impossible to find someone who don't lie at all.
Lies are facades of the truth. Why do we have to lie?
Because we people like to complicate stuffs and situations.
You lie to cover one of your lies and another and another.
But you can never escape from the clutches of truth.
There will definitely be loopholes.
Perhaps, the truth is easier to accept..

Just how much, how much do I love you?
In the beginning, I wanted to change you, but instead I changed.
I don't even recognise who I was before I was with you.
I don't know anything. I just wanted to be with you.
Yet, you don't even tried to pull me back.
I am no longer your priority.
You are still mine.
Do you still want me back?
I remembered every single things you said.
I don't feel like you've let me down, but instead very miserable.
Miserable of saying what I've said, wanting you to tell me that you don't wish to hear that.
Just have to say that, and I'm all yours.
Yet, you just cruelly let me suffer.
In such a pain.
Clearly, you don't really bother any more don't you.
I don't know what I'll do.
And I don't know what I should do.

Girls out there, here's your answer to all the mysteries of man! 

1. Why he love Oral Sex?

Men don't just love oral because it feels good but in fact, they love it because it makes them feel accepted. It is a huge turn-on for them when their companion goes down on them. Men are visual creatures, so position where they can see you. 

2. Why he gets tongue-tied saying "I love you"

When he gets choke on his words, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love you. Men have difficulty making the right brain talk to the left brain so that they can access emotion and language simultaneously. That's why for a lot of men, it is difficult for them to verbalize their their love in a manner that does not feel forced or phony. However, they show their affection through other means, when he cook for you or gives you a massage. 

3. Why doesn't he just listen?

If you call a friend and say, "I'm having a crappy day," she'll put everything on hold and ask, "Are you okay?" Your partner, on the other hand, hears your complaints and tries to explain why it isn't so bad.

There is a difference between how men and women process stress.

Women will instinctively talk in order to feel better, while men are more likely to focus on the problem and try to fix the problem. Which explains why a listening ear does not come automatically to men.

4. Why he keeps checking out other women

If a man have wandering eyes, it doesn't mean that he does not love his partner, but it is his biology at work.

Men's brain are wired to look at female shapes and is why erotic images appeal to them so much. In addition, the poor guys lacks of the peripheral vision, thus tends to turn their heads to look.

Now you have your answer solved, it is just their biology pattern to have weird habits. *perspective of a girl! :)

Topic of the day: Cocky People 

Tiring day today!

After abandoning the idea of having new extensions, I went to Causeway Point with my boyfriend to study.

Due to a packed Starbucks, I went to a restaurant at the ground floor to study, and just beside me sat two young males, perhaps in their twenties? Which I guessed from their apparently loud conversation that they were students of SIM. Well, I don't exactly discriminate people who used crude languages but I'd not encourage to actually speak in these languages in public.

Enough of moral education, back to the subject.

These two young guy sat in a manner as if they were rich kids, well perhaps they are.

I would like to emphasize that I wasn't eavesdropping, because they were loud.

And the thing that turn me off is that they were both speaking in a manner like they were bosses of companies or something, which they apparently are not.

They were both showing off to each other how wealthy and capable they are.

One of the conversation they exchanged was:

Man A: "Hey you know the xx Company? The profit they earn is like $16 million dollars!"

Man B: "Huh? You mean annually?"

Man A: "Eh, ya."

Man B: "Not a lot what. Big deal." (continue eating)

Man A: "Oh is it." (embarrassed)

*A relatively awkward silence followed*

But what I don't understand is that why bother discussing such issues and showing off when you guys are still students? I mean, don't have to put friends down this way right.

After awhile they left and I swore that I felt that the air there was clearer.

I'm still mugging pitifully. Wish me luck, don't fall sick. 

As the year comes to an end, cars manufacturer are busy coming up with new designs with their already available models and models! ♥

Fetish for red cars! Please have more designs available for Singapore!