After so much we've been through, would you still want to go on with me?
I know that I'm a disappointment, but have you realized that you had never listened to my explanations?
Perhaps, we are both tired.
Just don't know what to do without each other.
I still love you like the way you love me.
I can't be like what you wanted.
Just like an injured cat, I was tamed for awhile.
Locked up in your house, I didn't need anything.
Safety was all I needed.
One day, out of curiosity,
I ran out of your house, my comfort zone,
to seek for fun and new things.
Everything came back to me.
The freedom that I had when I was out,
the fun and laughter that I could only have when I'm out.
When I returned home at night,
You stared at me and gave me a big punishment.
You did not allow me to run out again.
However, the temptations outside was so irresistible.
I sneaked out, once again.
You found out and punished me, and this cycle goes on.
Have you thought that one day, when I gets so sick of being punished, I never comes back?
Frankly, I don't like the way you look at me or speak to me now.
You know that I can no longer prioritize you, and somehow, you can't accept the fact.
I'm sorry to say that you are not the only one in my eyes.
After all the hurt I've been through, I don't think I can just pretend that all of that have not happened and prioritize you like I used to.
I don't like the feeling of being hurt.
I hate it when you ignores me.
Will things gets better?
Love,
Shihan
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