Faith.

Imagine that you've known someone for a decade or so.
Suddenly, you realize that you don't even know this person from the start.
Because she'd been lying right from the start.
You gave her your trust, heart, patience, love, care, concern, everything.
But you realize that right from the start, she don't appreciate anything.
She never see you as a friend before, moreover a soul mate.
She never appreciate your love, care, trust and patience.
She took everything for granted.
She only see you as a tool to make use of, and ditch when you have no value at all.
She can only share your wealth and happiness, but not your hardship and miseries.
Materialistic, cold-blooded liar.
How could she put on a facade for so long?
So long that you never even have doubted before.
Until the ugly truth is revealed to you.
People tell you the loopholes of her lies, yet you chose to believe her lies. Even your own eyes.
You gave her your faith and trust, you even made up excuses for her so that you'd believe.
But you realize that you are wrong, completely wrong from the start.

But, have you ever doubted all these?
What if she's not like this and you are just making it up for yourself to avoid being hurt?
Have you thought of that?
Perhaps, she don't even know the true you from the start.