"If everything was alright"
I can't sleep at night, I complete my assignments in half the time, I wake up early in the morning.
I don't feel the strain at all, because I just want to complete everything and make the fullest out of the time I have.
I want to have time for myself to think about what's happening between us, and what we really want. However, every time I'm alone and start thinking, tears wouldn't stop flowing.
I miss you, miss your scent, miss every single thing you do. Thus, I keep myself so damn busy, going out after school no matter how damn tired I am, bbm, text message and msn to different people at the same time, and ensure that I fall right sleep once I close my eyes.
Now that we have our own personal space, I'm starting to miss the times in your arms and your company. I feel like having you to care and call me when I'm out late, asking me to call my mother to inform her. Meeting you right after school, and go for lunch before heading home for my afternoon nap. Even when I'm writing this, those feelings are so overwhelming.
I know that it is not over between us, definitely, but it still feels so terrible. I want everything to be the same, without the quarrels and unwillingness.
This week schedule's damn packed and there's so many birthdays!
Monday - Thaqiff and Marcus
Tues - Norman
Wed - Marshall
Thurs - Eugene
Fri - your day.
Sat & Sun - Bloody school event.
Happy birthday people, I love all of you. :)
Sorry if I turn emo during the celebrations, and thank you guys for your understanding.
Thanks for being there, so many of you people. Thank you. I love you guys.
