Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Messed up.

Dear Diary,

I've messed things up.
So fucking messed up that I don't even know what to do.
All the plans that I had, are all gone.
I'm struggling with school.
Thinking of my girlfriend.
Missing my boyfriend.

Actually, my life is so complete now.
I've got everything.
But why do I feel so messed up still?

Lazy to work for my only source of income.
Getting barely enough sleep for school.
Struggling..
Struggling hard.

Fuck shit.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Plain Jane I

Jane was a plain girl who is rather plump and dark.
She has center parting hair and wears a thick framed spectacles.
She was a nobody.
In school, nobody really likes her, even her cliques.
She was rated 1/10 for looks and personality.
She didn't had anyone to teach her to dress, to present herself and even basic social etiquettes.
Jane often come to a empty house straight from school and the only place that she finds her confidence is the virtual world (online).


Running into her room, ditched her school bag in a corner and logs into her facebook and chat rooms.
Because she could only find her true friends in facebook and chat rooms.
Friends they doesn't see her in a different light and gave her the attention she needed.


There were even some cute boys who came talking to her for days.
She knew quite a number of boys online and got them crazy over her.
However, when they asked to meet her out, she rejected all of their offers.
Slowly, even the attentions she got from online was decreasing.


One day, lucky boy Ben asked Jane out.
She thought that if she continues rejecting offers, sooner or later no boys will speak to her and she'd even lose the friends she gets from the virtual world.
She agreed to the offer and met Ben at his house after him explaining how sick he was and further confirmation that his parents would be around.


Naive little Jane, who ate the bait once she got the chance.
She reached his house and realized that there wasn't even soul except for them two.
Ben was really skinny and tall, with a ugly spectacles on.
His hair was tousled (in a very ugly manner) and his teeth was yellow due to the cigarettes that he puffed for years.


He reached her, and explained that his mother would be back very soon.
Jane made herself comfortable although Ben was like a very disturbing monster.
Then she thought to herself, who am I to be fussy? I should be glad that he did not chase me away.


And soon enough, she got real comfortable and yes she got fucked.
It was her first time and the experience was not at the least "magical" or "finger licking good" like what they always say in the movies.


Ben asked if she was willing to be his girlfriend.
Of course Jane agreed readily. She was finally in love!
She has got someone to care and love her.


In the subsequent days, Ben asked poor Jane over for sexual intercourse over and over again.
Until the day when Jane realized that she had missed her period for a week.
She got real scared and the only one she could talk to was Ben.
Ben was her boyfriend, of course he would have the solution and would stand by her no matter what.


She called Ben and explained to him, telling him that she would visit him right after her school.
Jane took a cab over, and literally ran right upstairs to his apartment.
She tried calling Ben to open the door but to no avail.
She thought that he might be away from his phone so she tried the door bell but to no avail either.


Poor Jane realized that he was just fooling around and she cried so hard that the neighbors came out to see what was happening.
That was Jane's first lesson learnt.
Ben was a complete bastard.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Contest!

Dear Diary,

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Love,
Cole