Friday, December 18, 2009

Just how much, how much do I love you?
In the beginning, I wanted to change you, but instead I changed.
I don't even recognise who I was before I was with you.
I don't know anything. I just wanted to be with you.
Yet, you don't even tried to pull me back.
I am no longer your priority.
You are still mine.
Do you still want me back?
I remembered every single things you said.
I don't feel like you've let me down, but instead very miserable.
Miserable of saying what I've said, wanting you to tell me that you don't wish to hear that.
Just have to say that, and I'm all yours.
Yet, you just cruelly let me suffer.
In such a pain.
Clearly, you don't really bother any more don't you.
I don't know what I'll do.
And I don't know what I should do.