"I love you, baby."

Maybe I've became all so boring, so dull.
Perhaps it's all the workload.
I'm sorry sweetie, I couldn't be by your side when you're sick.
Sometimes I really think, how hard could it be to strive so hard..
Without resting, without love, without everything..
Work being priorities, being your regular habit, as regular as your meals.
For the past weeks, all I can say is..
I'm tired, exhausted, hungry, hurt.
I need some suitable painkillers.
My back's killing me.
My eyes are closing.
I'm hungry.
& I miss my sweetheart.

Sometimes I just feel sorry for myself.

There's so much things that I can do, yet I can't do the most important ones.

I'm sorry for not being able to understand.

I really want to help, just so much.

I wished that I could understand.

I hoped that I could make you feel better. I can't.

All I can is just giving you whatever you want.

That is the least I could do, and yet the most that I know of.

Nothing I do will help isn't it?

I don't know how long would it be like this.

I don't cry when I see you sad because I don't want you to feel worse.

All I can do is to give you my limitless love and care.

All I want is to see you feel better.

For you, to recover.

How long would it take? I don't know.

I really hope it'll be soon. Real soon.

"RIP 伯伯"
Someone whom'd taken care of me since young.
Someone whom I'd respected so much.
You're just like my granddad.
I'm sorry that we'd lost you just so suddenly.
Nobody had expected this.
You're closer than me than my biological uncle.
A great man indeed.
Please, rest in peace.
May god bless you.